Bella shrugged her shoulders and put her head down in what I would like to assume was shame.

“I have lived through seven months of hell Edward because of him, I think that entitles me to some anger towards him, I think I have the right to be fucking pissed at what he put me through, so don’t you sit there and judge me Edward Cullen, don’t you fucking dare”

I disturbingly grabbed her by the arms and pulled her lips to mine, pulling back immediately.

“Edward?” Bella whispered, wondering what the hell I was doing, her face looked shocked that I kissed her so intensely then pulling away abruptly, while being utterly pissed off with her.

“I love you more than you will ever know Bella, truly I do, but I have to go” I sat up straight away and bolted for the door.

Bella called out after me, I was in the car and sped away in seconds.

I stopped around the corner banging my head hard against the steering wheel again, what the fuck was I doing, was I going to ruin everything in my life, was I really just going to run away from Bella like this……like hell I was.

I turned the car around and ran back up to the house in seconds, I flung open the door to see Bella sitting there crying hysterically…..because of me.

“Bella” I called running over and pulling her into my arms and holding her as close to me as humanly possible “I am so sorry love, really I am”

Bella could not compose herself and I just remained quiet as she sobbed into my shirt.

“We cannot be together can we?” Bella asked, shocking the fuck out of me.

“Why not?” I questioned because like hell was she getting rid of me now.

“After all of this has gone on, what will people think? What will they say?”

“I don’t give a fuck what people say or think Bella, I was yours the minute you walked into Caius’s that first evening, the first time we made love was the night me and Tanya were over and the first time I told you I loved you, was the time I didn’t give a fuck what anyone in the world other that you thought or said”