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The Ocean And The Sand – (Chapter: 7.Letting In Then Letting Go)
Spencer: "(whispering) Hey do you think we could readjust ourselves, because to be honest this is a very uncomfortable position."
The brunette girl untangled herself from Spencer’s hold and turned in her seat so she was facing forward.
"I’m sorry for you know everything today."
Spencer: "Hey it’s fine. I’m glad to help."
The brunette turned to Spencer and smiled. She smiled one of the most beautiful smiles Spencer had ever seen. Her eyes lit up looking like the sun was beating down onto the soft beach sand.
I’m never going to forget that smile, it’s beautiful. Her eyes just sparkled in the best way possible.
"And you really have."
Spencer smiled back unable to retract her eyes from the brunette’s gaze.
She is just so intoxicating and beautiful. I wonder who has hurt this girl to make her so upset.
Spencer: "So, am I ever going to get the name of the girl I have been comforting all day?"
The brunette looked up smiling shyly.
"Ashley…Ashley Davies."
Spencer: "I’m Spencer Carlin."
Ashley: "Thank you Spencer. You do not know how much it means to me that you were there to you know stop me and yeah. I…I could of done more to myself if you didn’t show up."
A small tear made its way down Ashley’s face and Spencer pulled her into another hug.
Ashley: "I could have done so much more."
And Ashley broke down or the third time that day in with Spencer’s arms around her.
Minutes later wiping her tears away Ashley looked at Spencer and started chuckling.
Ashley: "Gosh I feel like such a cry baby."
Spencer: "May I ask what has got you extremely upset?"
Than Ashley’s face dropped. She didn’t know what to say.
What am I supposed to say? Oh well my father died seven years ago and to releive the pain of his death I have opted to cutting myself to deal. I don’t that’ll work.
Ashley: "Ummm."
Spencer: "Hey. You can trust me."
Ashley: "I know and you’ve made that pretty clear today. I just I don’t think I’m ready."
Spencer: "It’s cool but you know keeping stuff bottled up inside of you makes you go crazy."
Ashley turned her head towards Spencer a glare clearly written across her face.
Ashley: "What are you trying to state? That I am crazy?"
Spencer: "No no no. I’m just trying to say it’s best to let things out and talk to someone or else you’ll do stupid things."
Ashley: "Like cut yourself?"
Spencer: "That’s not what I was getting at."
Ashley: "Don’t lie."
Spencer: "Really. I’m just telling you to talk to someone about what’s going on. It’ll really help."
Ashley: "What makes you so sure? You don’t even know what I’m going through!"
Spencer: "Than let me."
Spencer put her hand on Ashley’s shoulder and Ashley pushed it away right when their skin made contact and for the thousandth time that day, lighting each of theirs hands as they met.
Ashley: "I do not need yours or anyone else’s help."
Spencer: "Are you kidding me?! I just witnessed a girl doing the most horrific thing to herself." Spencer pointed at Ashley’s arm. " You just cut yourself in a school bathroom. You just punched a floor until your knuckles bled out. You need help from someone. Anyone."
Ashley: "You obviously do not know what I need. Get out of my car."
Spencer: "But."
Ashley: "Get out!"
Spencer got out as Ashley just glared at her. With the door still opened Spencer looked up at Ashley sympathetically.
Spencer: "I just wanted to help."
Ashley’s cold glare stared at Spencer’s soft features.
Ashley: "Well your help isn’t wanted or needed."
With that said Spencer closed the door and walked away with her head down. She walked away from the girl whom she had wanted to help with all her might. The girl whom she felt the need to aide and guide. The girl who’s smiling brown eyes never left her mind as she made her way back into the school.
–OK! sorry it’s kinda blahhhh but it’s something eh? i’ll update as soon as i can….cross your fingers it’s real soon lol…hope you liked it…leave comments pleaseeeee….they are the fuel to the engine that cause me to type up these chapters lol….
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there goes ashley, shutting people out again, if only she would learn… lol great update though, and i can’t wait for the next one! PMS :)
I feel bad for everything ashleys done to herself she really needs someone who can help her out. Hopefully she will see that. Great update pms =)
eh…i usually don’t take the time to comment very many stories but yours was worth commenting…i loved it…sorry about your social studies…i hate school…i have to get on b honor roll by the end of the 4th quarter other wise i don’t get to do anything this summer at all. mom’s rules suck. anyway..update as soon as possible.