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    The Ocean And The Sand – (Chapter: 24. Only Fooling Myself)

    Story written on June 11, 2008 by spashleyluver.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=18761
    Author Notes:

    Well it’s been like two weeks…They still haven’t spoken…Paula plans a ‘date’ for Spencer so she can ‘help’ her and her feelings for Ashley go..Ash writes a song…Spencer gets the wrong message from Arthur and hates her mom even more..hmm…Read please :)

    She wrote, crossed out, wrote, bit her pen, wrote, crossed out, tapped her pen, and wrote some more until she was satisfied.

    She smiled down at the now filled page and grabbed her guitar. She slowly began to strum as she closed her eyes and began to sing.

    I stop to catch my breath
    And I stop to catch your eye
    No need to second-guess
    That you’ve been on my mind
    Well I, I dream days away, but that’s ok

    It’s like I want to hear a silent sound
    And then hold it in my hand
    But a rose won’t blossom from a ground
    Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that

    She began strum harder and bob her head as she sang all of what she was feeling. She let her frustration with Spencer and her world out in this song.

    One day I’ll turn around, I’ll see your hand reach out
    I’m only fooling myself, yeah yeah yeah
    But maybe when you smile
    It means you’d stay awhile
    Just maybe you’d save me now

    She now closed her eyes relishing in all that she was saying. She knew it was all true. She gave herself false hope in thinking that Spencer wanted her, with all the innocent flirting, subtle touches, lengthened hugs, everything that Spencer did made her think the girl wanted her.

    Well, now it’s etched in stone
    That I can’t survive alone
    You have the missing piece
    That I need so desperately
    Yes, I slip away to a day that’ll never come

    She knew she needed Spencer, the girl meant everything to her, but Spencer made it clear that she didn’t need her.

    It’s like a splash of water to my face
    When I suddenly realize
    That you could never find a place
    For me in your eyes, and I don’t know why I keep thinking

    Ashley knew she could never have Spencer, since the girl was so fearful and probably never saw her in a more than friend way.

    One day I’ll turn around, I’ll see your hand reach out
    I’m only fooling myself, yeah yeah yeah
    But maybe when you smile
    It means you’d stay awhile
    Just maybe you’d save me now

    Or maybe she did.

    It’s love in disguise
    I’m lost in your eyes
    Lost in your eyes

    Strumming harder Ashley sang the words even louder.

    One day I’ll turn around, I’ll see your hand reach out
    I’m only fooling myself, yeah yeah yeah
    But maybe when you smile
    It means you’d stay awhile
    Just maybe you’d save me now

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    1. OMG! Can someone please help remove all the character’s heads out of their asses? Ashley and Spencder belong together. Please, Please, Please fix this soon. I’m dying here. Excellent update, as usual. PMASAP!!!

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