"MOM!" Spencer jumped up completely knocking me over. "Ohh Ashley I’m sorry." She moved quickly to help me up.

"Spencer what the hell is going on here?" Paula looked like she was trying to burn me to the ground with her eyes as I stood next to Spencer.

"I….uhummm." Spencer just looked at me and I spoke up not sure what to say.

"I’m sorry it’s my fault….I….umm I told Spencer if she didn’t kiss me I would fire her." I didn’t know if I was doing the right thing. "I’m sorry…I will leave."

"NO YOU WONT!…." Paula stepped closer to me and I kept telling myself not to hit her.

"Please can we do this in the hallway I don’t want to wake him up…" Spencer tilted her head towards the bed and we all went into the hallway.

"I am calling my lawyer that is sexual harassment just who the hell do you think you are?" I looked at Spencer’s scared face and I had to do something. I knew she was right but I also knew that even if it came to that whatever lawyer she could afford mine would blow bullet holes into her case, so I thought I would play this out a little longer.

"Ohh yeah well unless you have what I just said tape recorded that will be the only time I ever confess this again." Paula looked like someone slapped her and I was just happy I was the one to make her look like that.

"Spencer I am leaving sorry about this I was stupid but I will see you at work whenever you are ready to come back…..I am glad your son is ok." I tried to tell Spencer how sorry I was with my eyes.

I walked away quickly. I was mentally slapping myself for ever letting my guard down and when I got to the main floor I couldn’t wait to get outside to smoke so I went into the bathroom right by the elevator.

"Ash…." I heard Spencer come in and I opened up the stall door and stepped out.

"I’m sorry."

"I’m sorry." We both said at the same time and it was nice to see her smile.

"Thank you….I….well I whatever…..this is..(she pointed back and forth between us)….I definitely didn’t want to explain it to my mom yet." She is so cute jeez I have to make myself snap back to reality when she talks.

"It’s ok….I….I wasn’t sure but….no one should have to come out like that…(we were both quiet for a few seconds trying to think of something to say)………..Spencer the way I was to you……well to everyone……I…..I don’t want to be that way I…I just umm…..I can be a bitch."

"Yeah…..why is that?" She sounded like she was joking but I knew I needed to explain.

"I try not to be close to people…..it makes things easier.