I thought for sure it was going to be the worst day of my life and it turned out to be one of the best.  When she kissed me my body got so warm.  I was so confused I have been with men my whole life girls just were never an option.  Ohh jeez if my mother ever found out about this I would die.  And yet I can’t deny it she is so beautiful, so sexy so………I don’t know just very much someone I want to be around.

I keep thinking something is wrong with me who would be having these feelings for someone who was so mean to me.  Am I asking for it because of my husbands death….no.  I don’t know why but I know her heart is not really the way people think.  I don’t even think it is the way she thinks it is.

And after today I am sure.  I saw the tears go down her face no matter how hard she tried to hide them.  I wanted her to touch me.  I don’t know why she just kissed me.  Ohh god I wanted her to touch me my body was on fire that close to hers and then after watching her with that other woman I had to get out of that room to take things into my own hands.  I ran to the kitchen as soon as I was out of site of her bedroom door.  I dropped off the tray and asked for a new one and made my way to the staff bathroom.  I wasn’t in their more than a few seconds and I had my fingers inside myself.

I moved two fingers over my clit hard and fast thankful for the short maid skirts for at least one reason.  I was moaning loudly and my body was obviously shaking.  I heard the door open and I kept my fingers moving but I tried to keep quiet.

"Spencer?"  I heard my name and I heard her voice and my mind couldn’t help but remember when she screamed my name.

"ASHLEY?"  I whispered but I was panting and their was no way she didn’t know I couldn’t finish I was so close it hurt I thought I would cry.  I opened the door and my body was covered in sweat I could feel my clit with every move I made and I was almost to the point where I didn’t care if I fucked myself in front of her.