So i guess i kind off have to explain myself a lilttle here.. my whole life i had this feelings towards girls that well.. arent so much straight girl kinda feelings i was the girl that had a huge crush on that one popular girl that was so nice to everyone but then moved and met Aiden i admit i forgot about those feelings for a while when i was with him till Ashley..

its friday and tomorrow is going to be the day.. Aiden had agreed to hang out with us even though we arent together anymore thats gonna be intersting my crush my crush’s boyfriend my ex and my best friend all hanging out yay! no serioulsy sometimes i think Ashton is going to come out of nowhere and be like "haha gotcha you just got punk’d!" but nah its just my poor and weird reality..

so here I am saturday night sitting in my room floor surrounded by stupid wannabe tom, my gorgeous Ashley, Aiden and Mads.. " so lets break the ice how about some truth or dare!" UGH stupid tom why! truth or dare always leads to something eventful its like a law we all should just play monopoly and get this over with or strip poker mmmm Ashley.. now that be a fun game!.. AH okay okay dirty spencer dirty spencer stop it! "so Ashley I dare you to make out with Mads!" HELL NO! HELL NO! ASHLEY PLEASE SAY NO AHH any second my head is just going to explote i can feel it! "sure why the hell not come here mads" BOOM! i swear as soon as i saw MY ASHLEY kissing Mads my head just exploted into a million of pieces!.. "HOT!!! was all Aiden and Tom could say since they were drooling worse than me and hey! THATS ALOT!

After a couple of stupid dares and one that was just weird Mads had to kiss Aiden and they kind off enjoyed it a lilttle too much i mean when someone dares you to kiss for a minute you dont go on for 4 minutes more and i guess i shouldnt been a lilttley jealous but i was more into Ashley sitting next to me giggling.. "so Spice? I dare you to make out with Ashley?".. "ITS SPENCER! TOM" wait me Ashley make out BOOM! there i go again but this time is my heart and head… "Spence you dont have too if you dont want too its just a game.." Ashley said kinda trying to make me feel better since i did look like I just seen Casper or some type of ghost.. "No im not chicken its a dare and Spencer Marie Carlin never turns one down!" so we started getting closer we couldnt help but laugh because well everyone was staring at us but when we locked eyes it was like no one was there the kiss quickly got into a make out session her lips were so soft and sweet oh god i could never get tired of those lips she was such a good kisser too once i felt her tounge i could of sworn i saw fireworks and the whole magical experience it was like being at Disney World when they have all the fireworks! but this was much better after a couple of minutes she pulled away and I already felt like one part of me was missing.. both of our lips were red and our eyes were full of lust.. oh man I hate you Tom but thank you sooo much!.. after that tom had to go and said goodbye by kissing and hugging Ashley i couldnt help but wanting to rip his lips out of his mouth so he would never ever kiss my Ashley but hey Im only 16 I dont want to go to jail so soon!