Losingthelight: how would it be with the beginning?

LonelyHeart: there is no beginning

Losingthelight: what is to be called?

LonelyHeart: now, I do not know, when it began. Do you know that, if one knows exactly that it is somewhat wrong but one can not stop it to it then is too late?

Losingthelight: only too well, I degrees exactly the same which experienced, I have also known that it would be an mistake, but I had simply ignored it

LonelyHeart: and which is happened?

Losingthelight: I had to admit myself that I am not yet over a woman away, but continue to tell

LonelyHeart: well, when I had made the error, I could not see myself to no more into the eyes. I had done its pain in such a way, therefore was better it to go, so that it did not have to bear me any longer

Losingthelight: you mean, you are gone around her to be protected?

LonelyHeart: yes

Losingthelight: that sounds nevertheless already after lies little or?

LonelyHeart: how do you mean that?

Losingthelight: well, you not rather went, because you could not perhaps bear yourself any longer, because no argument for you gave you, what this mistake would have to justify or to justify be able?

LonelyHeart: perhaps you are right and no, it gave, give to today no argument for it

And like right it had. It gave nothing that I would have at that time said, what I have done could, no excuses, no arguments, no apologies. I was not ready to forgive me how I could expect it there from Tina? And I did not want also that she forgives me, because I had not earned that.

Losingthelight: what was the mistake actually?

LonelyHeart: it would be me, if I did not have to describe more in detail, is dear okay for you? We call it simply an error.

Losingthelight: is natural okay

LonelyHeart: if you, I know try to lock to process it and if I describe that now, then I feel the pain again and that would be too much for me this evening

Losingthelight: already it okay is why it falls you so heavily to process it?