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    The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: A Wonderful Life…)

    “I love you, Spencer.”

    “What?”

    What?

    However, the clarification will only confirm the words that I’m already sure she’s said. And then it will consequently render me speechless and unworthy. There is no anticipation in hearing her say it again.

    “I love you. I want to be with you.”

    No, no, no, no, no…

    This is the last thing I need to hear from her. The very last thing. And the way her eyes are challenging mine for the truth she knows I can’t give her…it’s almost not fair.

    “Spencer, say something. Do something.”

    “Wha…” I shuffle needlessly on top of her, “what do you want me to say?”

    “I don’t know. I’m not exactly looking for you to reciprocate. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I would really love it if you would. But anything, you know? Just say what’s in your head.”

    And I almost want to say it right back. Actually, those three words are running red lights trying to escape my mouth, but luckily I was blessed with a brain.

    “Ashley, I really don’t want to hurt you anymore. I really don’t.”

    She nods and lets me continue, “But I’m not really in a place where I can make any sort of commitment or say things that I can’t afford to say.”

    “I understand,” she replies, and I can tell she does because all of a sudden she looks desperately sad.

    “If I could…If I could give myself completely to a relationship. I mean, really, really involve myself then it would be you. I would want to be with you.”

    “Really?”

    There is now a ray of hope on her features where sadness used to live.

    “Really. I love…I love being with you, Ash. This trip has just reminded me of that.”

    My hands have found a home on her thighs and as I say this I can feel them twitch.

    “In that case…proceed.”

    “Proceed?”

    “Yeah…proceed,” she says again, moving my hands back inside her jeans.

    I smile at this, amazed at how easily she’s appeased. Then again, I guess when you’re in love you sometimes make the mistake of settling for a person’s inadequacies just to keep them where they are.

    “What if Kyla comes home?”

    “Beats me not coming at all,” she laughs.

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    Comments

    1. yay! great update and i’m glad your going to update daily though sad you’ll be on a roadtrip and we’ll miss you for a while. well anyway have a nice roadtrip hope it’s fun.

    2. yay! great update and i’m glad your going to update daily though sad you’ll be on a roadtrip and we’ll miss you for a while. well anyway have a nice roadtrip hope it’s fun.

    3. wooo whoo first comment. lol. that was intense. but finally kyla says something. i get the feeling that she thinks that spencer wants more but ashley doesnt but really its the other way around. hmmm. anyways killa update :)

    4. wooo whoo first comment. lol. that was intense. but finally kyla says something. i get the feeling that she thinks that spencer wants more but ashley doesnt but really its the other way around. hmmm. anyways killa update :)

    5. Ok, I don’t really understand why kyla’s mad. Is it the fact that Spencer and Ashley kept it from her or did she find out about it happening in her bed, what? Anyway, I love this update, but then, I love all these updates because this story’s just so friggin AWESOME!!! So hurry and PMASAP!!!!!!

    6. Ok, I don’t really understand why kyla’s mad. Is it the fact that Spencer and Ashley kept it from her or did she find out about it happening in her bed, what? Anyway, I love this update, but then, I love all these updates because this story’s just so friggin AWESOME!!! So hurry and PMASAP!!!!!!

    7. Ohh la la..great update, I love that Ash wasnt too scared to call Spencer on being in love, and if your going to do it during sex is prob the best time..and Kyla, that was the perfect way for her to say something..just like a little sister..pms pleaseeeeee!

    8. Ohh la la..great update, I love that Ash wasnt too scared to call Spencer on being in love, and if your going to do it during sex is prob the best time..and Kyla, that was the perfect way for her to say something..just like a little sister..pms pleaseeeeee!

    9. oh no okay someone needs to go up there and do damage control and that last line where ash said that she knew spencer loved her even though she couldn’t say it was really great.

    10. oh no okay someone needs to go up there and do damage control and that last line where ash said that she knew spencer loved her even though she couldn’t say it was really great.

    11. i love how you ended this chapter. I hope u knw ur my favorite writer on this site and i look forward to ur every other day posts. Have fun with ur roadtrip!!!!!!!!!!!!

    12. i love how you ended this chapter. I hope u knw ur my favorite writer on this site and i look forward to ur every other day posts. Have fun with ur roadtrip!!!!!!!!!!!!

    13. wow intense. love how ashley knows that spencer loves her. spencer don’t you know it’s hard to hide your real feelings from someone you are being intimate with that often. (smile). And kyla. I want to know what she knows and how she knows. so interesting. maybe she came home sooner than they thought. oh yeah and you can’t let spencer leave in a week. my heart is already breaking! loved your update. can’t wait to see a chapter everyday!

    14. wow intense. love how ashley knows that spencer loves her. spencer don’t you know it’s hard to hide your real feelings from someone you are being intimate with that often. (smile). And kyla. I want to know what she knows and how she knows. so interesting. maybe she came home sooner than they thought. oh yeah and you can’t let spencer leave in a week. my heart is already breaking! loved your update. can’t wait to see a chapter everyday!

    15. I loved the way Ashley laid her heart on the line and told Spencer that she was in love with her. Even though Spencer couldn’t say it back, her actions spoke louder than words. I had a feeling that Kyla knew what was going on between her sister and her best friend. Wow, the plot thickens and I’m loving every amazing moment! You never cease to amaze me with your beautiful writing style that continually captures my heart and my emotions, and keeps me wanting more. Incredibly perfect chapter! PMS

    16. I loved the way Ashley laid her heart on the line and told Spencer that she was in love with her. Even though Spencer couldn’t say it back, her actions spoke louder than words. I had a feeling that Kyla knew what was going on between her sister and her best friend. Wow, the plot thickens and I’m loving every amazing moment! You never cease to amaze me with your beautiful writing style that continually captures my heart and my emotions, and keeps me wanting more. Incredibly perfect chapter! PMS

    17. I love this fic. Ummm I get why Kyla’s mad. Spencer and Ashley need to come clean…but now it’s forced honesty (which means nothing to the person your telling)…ooh i dunno, just PMS please!

    18. I love this fic. Ummm I get why Kyla’s mad. Spencer and Ashley need to come clean…but now it’s forced honesty (which means nothing to the person your telling)…ooh i dunno, just PMS please!

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