I’ll be better when I’m older,

That’s when I knew I wanted to be better for her, and maybe just maybe she would fall for me, I kissed her on the lips while she was still sleeping and she just smiled and said good morning and continued sleeping while I slid her from my arms, and proceeded to go to the beach, and play one of my favorite  311 songs “ Amber”  well because that’s what her eyes reminded me of, and when I looked into her eyes every time we spoke or fought with each other the song would play in my head. As I watched the surfer catch those first waves of the day light the blue of the ocean mixing with the brown of the sands, perfectly like how we were just a few minutes ago. But she was still with someone, and I was not gonna do what Angelina did with me and Patrick. Aiden and her had history of just more than being boyfriend and girl friend, Queen and King of high school. They were friends, best friends from what I knew because they had grown up together. By far I was not like that bitch. Come to think of it I wonder what happened to Angelina; I haven’t seen or heard from her since the night of Ashley’s birthday party.

I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.

We finally made it back to the mansion after our little beach and grocery shopping excursion, I should of expected that Kyla was the first one awake, asking all sorts of questions why we were so close and being all buddy, buddy when the night before when they left us , it seemed that we wanted to kill each other. Chelsea came down too asking us what happened after everyone went to sleep after I apparently inadvertently serenaded the house guest that night with me singing and playing the guitar. For some reason they thought something was going on with me and Ashley because we were close, as in leaning up into each other close, whispering things to one another and giggling and feeding each other blueberries. Madison came down too and we went into the flirting with each other, she asked if I got the strawberries, what I texted messaged her this morning asking what she wanted.