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    Project New Girl – (Chapter: Wanna talk about it?)

    Story written on January 4, 2007 by bannerman.
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    Words: 4575
    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=13048
    Author Notes:

    Too much honesty can ruin a ‘good’ thing

    “Aiden, stop!” I suddenly roared, taking him by surprise.  “I was in love with her, okay!?  The proper kind of love – the full on “I’d rip my heart out and grind it into the sidewalk with the sole of my shoe, just for you” kind of love!”

    There, I’d said it, admitted to him what I’d never told anyone ever before.  And the most painful thing was the sudden look in his eyes, that look of reality suddenly dawning on him after so long in the dark, painful to the point I knew exactly what was coming, and it wasn’t going to be pretty.

    “Oh,” he said quietly.

    “Yeah,” I frowned, “and that’s why I can’t go there again.  Do you understand?”

    He nodded, his eyes growing dark as he looked away from me, down at the same section of floor that I had been studying not too long before.  I fell as silent as him for a moment, waiting for him to turn the lift back on.  After a few more moments of waiting, he still hadn’t budged.  I was just about to reach for the button when –

    “Ash…” he looked up at me, almost desperately.

    “Yeah?” I sighed.

    “That kind of love…” he began, his eyes studying our surroundings as if trying to find the words to magically pluck from the air.

    “What about it, Aiden?” I asked quietly.

    “Did… did you feel like that for me?” he finally mustered, looking up at me and staring deeply into my eyes.  I had to break his intense stare.  It was just too much.

    “What?” I hoped that if I acted like I hadn’t heard it, he’d pretend he’d never said it.

    “Did you feel it for me?”

    No such luck.

    “I’m not getting into this, not now,” I said breathlessly, desperately.

    “Please, just be honest,” he begged.  I looked at him for a moment, studying him closely as if seeing him properly for the first time in so long.  He looked like a little boy, the same boy I’d broken up with all those years ago.  He hadn’t moved on, and I knew it.  So I had to be honest, even if it was painful.  I had to break him like Spencer had broken me – [I]well, in a nicer way[/I] – just because I knew that in time it would make him stronger.  Granted, I was still waiting for my strength to develop properly, and after five years Spencer’s returning had taken away what little strength I thought I’d clawed back.  But Aiden was different… I knew he’d be okay.

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    2. Hey Boy. Nice update. I’m just way to in love with you right now. Seriously. And Ashley admmitting that she loved Spencer? Amazing… :] Update soon please. Every single time you leave me wanting more.

    3. *flowers* *chocolates* . No, not for you J, for the fic. We’re going on a date, me and this fic. I can’t tell you where we’re going in case you follow us. It’s just such an amazing fic, so beautifully written and so full of real and amazing emotion. It’s exciting and addictive, and, oh, you can see why I’m taking it on a date. No, you can NOT COME. Sorry J.

    4. aiden, hush! how dare you start talking like that when ash just told you how she felt… grrr. i’m leaving it up to spence to cheer her up. hope its a wise choice!

    8. Hey Boy. Nice update. I’m just way to in love with you right now. Seriously. And Ashley admmitting that she loved Spencer? Amazing… :] Update soon please. Every single time you leave me wanting more.

    9. *flowers* *chocolates* . No, not for you J, for the fic. We’re going on a date, me and this fic. I can’t tell you where we’re going in case you follow us. It’s just such an amazing fic, so beautifully written and so full of real and amazing emotion. It’s exciting and addictive, and, oh, you can see why I’m taking it on a date. No, you can NOT COME. Sorry J.

    10. aiden, hush! how dare you start talking like that when ash just told you how she felt… grrr. i’m leaving it up to spence to cheer her up. hope its a wise choice!

    13. i want more now!!! that was a great post! i’m finally glad that ashley told aiden about her past. can’t wait for the next one – please update soon!

    14. i want more now!!! that was a great post! i’m finally glad that ashley told aiden about her past. can’t wait for the next one – please update soon!

    15. and the plot thickens! bannerman, bannerman you are my hero. fantastic writing as always. i’m on the edge of my seat waiting for the next update! and if i had the energy i’d move to the edge of my seat to make that statement completely true. but unfortunately…i have no energy lol. so we just wont take it in the literal sense and leave it.

    16. and the plot thickens! bannerman, bannerman you are my hero. fantastic writing as always. i’m on the edge of my seat waiting for the next update! and if i had the energy i’d move to the edge of my seat to make that statement completely true. but unfortunately…i have no energy lol. so we just wont take it in the literal sense and leave it.

    19. Okay, I literally screamed and laughed at the same time when you left us at the end like that. I didn’t want it to end there. Oh, I just love it! PMS!

    20. Okay, I literally screamed and laughed at the same time when you left us at the end like that. I didn’t want it to end there. Oh, I just love it! PMS!

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