“Believe me when I say that I definitely do not mind one bit.” She grabbed the blonde’s hand and kissed it.

Spencer smiled and lay there just staring into the chocolate-brown eyes of her gorgeous girlfriend. “Ashley?”

“Yeah, Spence?”

“Do you remember anything last night that was…I don’t know…a little unusual?” Spencer asked slowly not wanting to press an issue if it wasn’t one to begin with.

“Umm…well you handcuffing me to my bed seemed a bit unusual.”

“Well yeah…but…anything else? Like what you…or I…may have said…or asked?” Spencer tried once more.

“Well I do remember you saying that my strap-on was HUGE! Now I can totally see why guys like to hear that…” Ashley laughed.

“Ok…yeah…that was it…” Spencer said clearly disappointed in the brunette’s responses.

“Spence? Baby? What’s the matter?” Ashley said noticing the mood change in her girlfriend.

“Nothing’s wrong. I’m just a little tired that’s all.” Spencer said getting off the bed. “I’m going to go take a shower.” Ashley began to stand to join the blonde but Spencer held up her hand. “I’ll let you know when I get out. I need to clear my head a bit.”

Ashley sat on the bed watching the blonde enter her bathroom and closing the door behind her. She heard the door lock in place and she fell back with a loud sigh. ‘What is going on with her?’

****

Spencer let the warm water fall over her body soothing her sore muscles. She couldn’t help but feel disappointment from her recent conversation. She knew she loved Ashley more than anything in the world just like the brunette had said last night. She knew that Ashley made her life whole and she knew she couldn’t lose her.

‘I don’t know what to do…’ She thought as she rested her head against the tiles on the wall.

****

Spencer exited the bathroom to find her girlfriend asleep again on the bed. She watched Ashley for a few minutes and then quietly made her way over to the bed. She sat next to the brunette’s body and caressed Ashley’s lips with her thumb.

Ashley’s eyes quickly opened to see Spencer looking down at her. “Spence…are you okay?” Ashley asked with a look of concern.