Ashley just held me whispering that she loves me no matter what. She also said that it wasn’t my fault I lost the baby. I had blamed myself for the longest time for her death. I thought that maybe if I would have left sooner or went to a real doctor it might not have happened.

"Sweetie I know that look okay. Listen to me it was not your fault." She brushed some hair out of my eyes "We are gonna have as many children as you want as soon as we get out of college."

I still couldn’t talk so I just nodded into her neck.

"I wish I was there then. Then you would have had someone during that horrible time. I’m sorry I wasn’t there." She placed a kiss on top of my head.

I sniffled a little "Ash I wished you would’ve been too, but then we might not have been together and I wouldn’t trade that for the world." I gave her a kiss on the side of her neck. She sighed.

"Ashley thank you for listening to me and understanding. I am so lucky to have you in my life. You are the good that came out of all the bad. I love you so much. Thank you for everything." She started crying again.

"Spence, there is nothing to thank me for. I love you so there was never a choice. I will always be here for you and you for me. I mean look at how much your life as already turned around. You have your sisters back, grandparents, and of course, you have me. We have a family now and that is what matters the most. We will get through anything as long as we stick together. Just remember I love you no matter what." How am I not supposed to kiss her after that.

I pulled her to me and captured her lips with mine. The kiss wasn’t needy or lustful. It was full of love and want. I pulled back a little and rested my forehead against hers. I kept giving her butterfly kisses all over.

"You’re the best person I know Spence" She kissed my nose causing me to giggle. "Now that is a sound I love to hear you make."

"You’re the best person I know too Ashley." I pecked her lips again. "Come on lets go to sleep. It has been a long day."