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No Longer Roommates, But Mates. – (Chapter: “Before She Cheats…” Pt.1)
Ch.5
Ashley’s POV:
My dreams were haunted that night by a series of nightmares. All of them involved Spencer and Aiden. In one, she was having sex with him on our bed, telling him how much she loved him. “I never wanted to leave you; Ashley made me.” She told him. In another one, she went running out of my arms and into his. I woke up with tears in my eyes. “Ash, calm down.” I turned to see that she was still here next to me. “Spencer.” I whimpered, burying my head into her shoulder. She stroked my hair gently. “It’s alright, Ash. You were having some bad dreams.” I sniffed a little and looked straight into her eyes. “Spencer, what did Aiden say to you last night?” She looked back at me in surprise. “Is that what’s bothering you? Ashley, you shouldn’t be surprised he said this, but…he wanted another chance with me again. He told me he couldn’t get over me, that I was the only girl he ever truly wanted, even after all these years.” I searched her face for a clue as to what she had told him. Was there any guilt there that would tell me that she still had feelings for him? Spencer seemed to read my mind and held me tightly. “Ash, don’t worry. I told him that we were done with one another a long time ago, and that we couldn’t have a ‘second chance’, because I’ve found the only person I’ll ever want to be with for the rest of my life.” She placed my finger on top of the ring I gave her.
“Spencer, when I saw him kissing you that way, I just couldn’t help but wonder if you still had feelings for him. I didn’t know what you guys were saying, and I-” “I’m sorry, Ashley. I shouldn’t have talked to him. I hoped we could bring final closure to what happened between us, since the last time I saw him I just walked out the door without saying a word to him. Trust me, Ashley. You need to trust me again.”
I rolled out of bed and poured myself a glass of water. Crap, my head hurt from downing almost that entire bottle of scotch last night. I slammed the glass down, cracking it half. “Fuck!” I muttered, realizing that I had cut my hand. I had gotten a sliver in my hand, which began to drip blood. I looked around for a towel. “Damn it, where the hell are the stupid- ” Suddenly I felt her hands gently take my wounded one. She gently removed the sliver of glass out with tweezers, careful not to hurt me in anyway. I barely felt anything as she got it out and threw it into the trashcan. She cleaned up the wound with a swab dipped in alcohol and then she bandaged my hand silently. I looked at her and then stared at the floor. “Thanks.” I muttered. She nodded and began to clean up and make breakfast, pulling out pots and pans without a word. I went out to the balcony and sat there, looking out at the city. What was wrong with me? We couldn’t go on like this if I wasn’t ever able to trust her completely with my heart again. I rubbed my temples and sighed. I knew it was hurting both of us.
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Ugh, well there goes Spashley. Never thought I’d say this, but I hope Spencer leaves her and finds someone else, she can’t keep trying to prove herself to Ashley, it’s not fair to her and who knows, maybe that will force Ashley to pull her head outta her arse!
its always hard to be with someone that can’t trust you, and in this case it sometimes is best that you just leave em, unfortunatly….humm stupid ashley, anyway pms
I totally agree with NDFightingIrishFan and exactlysimple. I’m so sad now. Great update. PMS
wow. i can’t believe ashley did that … that’s bs. ugh! awesome update!! PMS!
i must agree with NDFightingIrishFan great update i love this story!pms!!
Damn it Ashley! You can’t do this! Has not all the years with Spencer been enough? Don’t you know it will be even more difficult if Spencer doesn’t trust you?! Ugh! Great update.
PLEASE NO! I’m so disappointed in Ashley that I’m at a loss for words. So, I’m going to agree with NDFighingIrishFan and slowly exit without another word!
no no no no NO this cant be happening. why cant ash just get over it!??!
Ugh, well there goes Spashley. Never thought I’d say this, but I hope Spencer leaves her and finds someone else, she can’t keep trying to prove herself to Ashley, it’s not fair to her and who knows, maybe that will force Ashley to pull her head outta her arse!
its always hard to be with someone that can’t trust you, and in this case it sometimes is best that you just leave em, unfortunatly….humm stupid ashley, anyway pms
I totally agree with NDFightingIrishFan and exactlysimple. I’m so sad now. Great update. PMS
wow. i can’t believe ashley did that … that’s bs. ugh! awesome update!! PMS!
i must agree with NDFightingIrishFan great update i love this story!pms!!
Damn it Ashley! You can’t do this! Has not all the years with Spencer been enough? Don’t you know it will be even more difficult if Spencer doesn’t trust you?! Ugh! Great update.
PLEASE NO! I’m so disappointed in Ashley that I’m at a loss for words. So, I’m going to agree with NDFighingIrishFan and slowly exit without another word!
no no no no NO this cant be happening. why cant ash just get over it!??!