"I want all those things, but how do we know these things will work out according to plan?"

"We dont." ashley stated simply. "You can never be sure of what will come with the future, whats important is who you spend it with. you taught me that."

"I did?"

"Yup. Last year."

"I knid of went back on that didnt i?"

"not too much." Ashley giggled. "Okay, you did. but it doesnt matter anymore. we are together like it should be."

Spencer wrapped her arms around ashley and gave her a genuine hug lightly taking in her scent of sugary cinnamon. As they pulled apart they decided to go somewhere else. But where else than the beach?

They arive at the bech and go underneath the peir. this place had become theirs. If there was ever anyone else underneath it, they would start acting crazy to shoo them away. Today was a hot sunny day and no one was under the peir, everyone was on the other side of the beach where all the sun was at. Spencer and ashley sit down and spencer starts to think. "So whats next?"

"what do you mean?" ashley said with a slight giggle.

"well, either your mom has to be cool with us raising twins in her house, or, we need to rent an apartment."

"Thats already taken care of." spencer looked at ashley questioning without words. "You see, when i was regnant the first time, my dad bought me this lovely home about 3 or 4 miles from mine. he completly paid it off and set it up and everything. When i lost the baby, he said that when i was ready to start a familly, he would sigh over the key." ashley smilled at the thought of her and spencer playing house, but it was for real.

"Really?" ashley nodded. "thats awesome…so then what comes after that?" spencer already knew the answer and it was a little hard to accept.

"Well, in order for you to move in with me in our own place…" ashley took a deep breath. "You need to tell your parents. The reason why you are moving in with me, and it needs to be the real one."

spencer dropped her head to the hands that laid in her lap and were fidgeting. "i know. I’ll do it tonight. I promise."

"want me to come with you?" All spencer did was nod. How was she going to be able to explain the fact that her girlfriend is pregnant by cause of rape and that she was moving in with her and going to help her raise twins. Especially with her mother being a little on the tempered side.

Later that night it was around 6pm. Ashley and spencer were getting dressed and there was a small pooch in ashleys stomach that spencer noticed while ashley had her shirt off. "wow" spencer said in shock at how fast it seemed to be happening. "Oh, was that out loud?" Spencer had a look like ‘ooppss’ on her face. and ashley giggled.

"Its cool spence." ashley kept laughing as she walked over to spencer grabbing her hand. "This just means that you get to borrow more of my clothes, cause they wont be fitting for a while." Spencer and ashley giggled at the joke. It was more than apparent that spencer felt very nervouse and scared. Her muscles were very tense and she was a bit flushed with the thought of her mother finding out.

"You okay baby?" ashley asked looking into spencers pools of blue.

"I will be." Spencer placed a small lingering kiss on ashleys cheek. The feeling stayed even after she pulled away. Ashley smilled and they left for the carlin residence. Every mile closer they got, the more tense spencer felt and the tighter she would squeez ashleys hand. Ashley was more scared for spencer. What was her mom going to do to her when she found out? She couldnt let anything happen.

TBC