“Angie? What? Why are you here?” I really don’t want her here, I don’t want her messing things up with ash. I also am still upset with what she did  before graduation.

“Don’t sound so happy to see me? Spence, I know I messed up. Can we talk please? I just want to work things out. Things were rough back then but I want you back I need you back in my life Spence.”She pleads.

“Fine we can talk.” I allow her in.  I need to put her behind me, put the relationship we had behind me because I am more than fulfilled by my relationship with Ashley. We sit down on my couch.

“So what do you want to talk about.” I am aggravated, and I want her to know it she hurt me, she left dumped me and broke my heart all with no reason other than she didn’t do long distance, and she left me with out a care in the world.

“Spence, I understand your upset okay! What I did was awful, I just left you and didn’t even give you a good reason.  I treated you like shit and you gave up basically everything for us, and I threw it in your face because I didn’t want to do long distance. But I am here now. I want you and I don’t care if it’s a long distance relationship or not. I want you spencer carlin. You are the one I need.” She tells me

“Your right im upset angie! You show up at my house unexpected after getting my address from my mom. Then try to get me to take you back. Well guess what its not happening.  I dropped everything and everyone for you in highschool. To be with you! You were the only person that mattered to me and you knew that! And all you said was we need to break up Spence I cant do a long distance relationship. That was the last fucking thing you said to me. Then 5 years later. 5 years without a single word from you you show up and try to get me to take you back like its no big thing.  Its to late for that now there was a time I would’ve taken you back I heartbeat but now is not that time. I have an amazing girlfriend. She is the most amazing person and girlfriend ive ever had and you will not wreck what we have!” Im yelling now. And the tears are starting to build in my eyes. I  can feel the wall ive built for all these years starting to crack. What I told her was true, so many times I wished she would just show up and say lets get back together and then I met Ashley and I basically had given up on her I still thought about her  though. I need to get her out of my life so I can move on with Ashley.