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    Meant To Be – (Chapter: A sweet connection, turned bitter by my expectation)

    Story written on October 22, 2006 by bannerman.
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    Words: 2840
    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12551
    Author Notes:

    A different approach. If you like my stuff, you’ll read it no matter the summary ;-)

    “That’s rich coming from you!” I suddenly found myself shouting.

    “What the hell’s that supposed to mean?” she glowered, standing up and away from the table to stare me down.

    “When are you ever open about anything?  When do you ever tell me what’s going on with you?” I cried.

    “I am always honest with you!” she insisted.  “I tell you the truth more than I tell it to myself!”

    “Bollocks!  It’s always glaring innuendo or shaded looks with you – you’re worse than me!”

    “Meaning what, exactly?” she spat.

    “Meaning that maybe I have been lying to you,” I admitted angrily.

    “What?” she choked.

    “Yeah – maybe I have been hiding something from you, something huge!” I wasn’t sure, but I thought I saw what looked like tears forming in her eyes.  If I’d have been acting like myself I would have felt guilty, but I was too angry and emotional to bother thinking my actions through.  I was a confused mess and a few possible-tears weren’t going to stop the rantings of a woman in love – or lust – or whatever it was I was in besides a heated argument.

    “Why are you doing this?” she asked, her voice barely even a whisper.  A large tear spilled over her lower lid and rolled boldly down her cheek.  She made no attempt to wipe it away.

    “Because I can’t keep bottling it up out of fear of losing you, or pushing you away,” I admitted, my tone gradually calming and my gaze meeting hers.

    “What’s happened?” she looked terrified, as I finally built up enough courage to let it all out.

    “Nothing… I’m crazy about you, Ashley,” I stated, as simply as if the words were the most natural thing I’d ever said.

    “What?” she asked, taken aback.

    “You are all I ever think about, all I ever want to talk about, and the only person I ever really want to see.”

    I’d managed to stun her to silence.  She stared at me with her mouth open as I continued the little speech I’d had figured out for so long but never thought I’d have the guts to say.  

    “Whenever I’m not with you I miss you like mad, and whenever I am with you it’s all I can do to stop myself touching you.  It’s like I can’t control myself around you and I want you so bad… you’re a craving!”

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    1. Wow i like how spencer told ashley how she felt putting all of her feelings out there. I wonder if there going to the beach. Great story. I cant wait to see what happens next.

    2. You know, I should be very angry with you. Very angry at you starting another fic and not finishing the plethora of others you have floating around. But I can’t. ::le sigh:: I like this fic too much. …. :::shakes fist in anger::: How can you do that to them?!?! Leave unresolved Ash and Spence romances floating around the void untethered and unloved! Wondering if they’ll ever have a resolution!?!? Oh, the humanity!!!! ::sobs::

    3. gosh, do you always have to be so amazing?? guess you do! i think i might love it though…and whats with the summary? okay just becaues you know we all love you doenst mean you can rub it in…well, sure you can, you are just that amazing! i give up and surrender myself to your gift. *bows down and kisses your shoes* wait, are you even wearing shoes? gross…i just kissed your bare feet…yuck! im off to go scrub my mouth, and that could take a few days. there better be a post up from you by the time i get back!! OR ELSE! what? i cnat threaten you? dammit..

    7. Why have you stopped posting? I love your stories and any day now I’m going to die for want of lacking or something like that. I just miss the posts. :'( Terribly, terribly bad. It looked like such a good story. I know I can’t force you to write anything but I should think that encouragement is a good thing…

    8. Wow i like how spencer told ashley how she felt putting all of her feelings out there. I wonder if there going to the beach. Great story. I cant wait to see what happens next.

    9. You know, I should be very angry with you. Very angry at you starting another fic and not finishing the plethora of others you have floating around. But I can’t. ::le sigh:: I like this fic too much. …. :::shakes fist in anger::: How can you do that to them?!?! Leave unresolved Ash and Spence romances floating around the void untethered and unloved! Wondering if they’ll ever have a resolution!?!? Oh, the humanity!!!! ::sobs::

    10. gosh, do you always have to be so amazing?? guess you do! i think i might love it though…and whats with the summary? okay just becaues you know we all love you doenst mean you can rub it in…well, sure you can, you are just that amazing! i give up and surrender myself to your gift. *bows down and kisses your shoes* wait, are you even wearing shoes? gross…i just kissed your bare feet…yuck! im off to go scrub my mouth, and that could take a few days. there better be a post up from you by the time i get back!! OR ELSE! what? i cnat threaten you? dammit..

    14. Why have you stopped posting? I love your stories and any day now I’m going to die for want of lacking or something like that. I just miss the posts. :'( Terribly, terribly bad. It looked like such a good story. I know I can’t force you to write anything but I should think that encouragement is a good thing…

    15. Well, if he continues I can always offer to kiss every inch of his… computer screen. Naah, that would leave a residue. i shall settle for naming him a hemi-demi-semi god. Then he and goober can have lighting rod fights on clouds and produce me chocolate. Aaaand he’d have enough time to update… PLEASE UPDATE (she says… realising she no longer has an update on the front page… I really should go write some more)

    16. Well, if he continues I can always offer to kiss every inch of his… computer screen. Naah, that would leave a residue. i shall settle for naming him a hemi-demi-semi god. Then he and goober can have lighting rod fights on clouds and produce me chocolate. Aaaand he’d have enough time to update… PLEASE UPDATE (she says… realising she no longer has an update on the front page… I really should go write some more)

    17. Oh, and legend in your own lunchbox means basically that you think you’re awesome, but others don’t. By saying you’re a legend OUTSIDE your lunchbox, I’m saying that I think you really ARE a complete legend and so do others. that is, it’s not just in your own head. Or lunchbox. And if you are a legend in your lunchbox i suggest removing old bananas…

    18. Oh, and legend in your own lunchbox means basically that you think you’re awesome, but others don’t. By saying you’re a legend OUTSIDE your lunchbox, I’m saying that I think you really ARE a complete legend and so do others. that is, it’s not just in your own head. Or lunchbox. And if you are a legend in your lunchbox i suggest removing old bananas…

    21. I’m left speechless by your new story. No matter how much I wish you update your other stories but this one is incredibly amazing too… and you managed to do that with just the 1st chapter! I’m such a big fan and Spencer feelings were exactly the same one I had years ago. Though was never brave enough to voice it out. Sorry for the babbling… your story just made my head spins.

    22. I’m left speechless by your new story. No matter how much I wish you update your other stories but this one is incredibly amazing too… and you managed to do that with just the 1st chapter! I’m such a big fan and Spencer feelings were exactly the same one I had years ago. Though was never brave enough to voice it out. Sorry for the babbling… your story just made my head spins.

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