Instead we haven’t slept a wink since the call. Mom and mama been planning everything out to get down to Mexico to see Spencer while Uncle Art said he’d stay with me since Glen is going back to his dorm room to deal with his college homework and courses. He only visits when he has no class or on the weekends to help mom and mama with the stuff around the ranch. Instead of a warm blanket with nice dreams I’m sat on the couch watching both of my parents break down in different ways, one constantly moving and the other in total shock. I don’t know where I’ am along that line, she’s like a ghost from the past. Always looming around us even if never spoken of, in the eyes of both our moms and the way that mom always made Glen watch out for me so I was never alone, how they constantly needed to make sure someone was around us.

It was annoying but in a way I loved it. They came to all our school events, science fairs, basketball games, and try outs for cheerleading because Glen just had to be on the squad to improve on his women meeting skills or something to that effect. I was never one for cheerleading seeing how they are all stuck up bitches but to Glen it was cool because he’d hit on anything with an ass, boobs and nothing between the legs. As well as that one time we got drunk at Randy’s Brawl Bar, for sixteen and up, and he hit on this guy but in his defense the guy did look really girly with eye make up and blush. When Glen found out he still fucked the guy it’s his one dirty secret and I’ll go to the grave with it. Sure we both know its okay that he did have sex with the guy but he knows he isn’t gay so I guess that makes it worse or something. Not sure on his reasoning but he was really upset about it but me, well I’ve had my fair share of make outs with guys but I’m gay and only had sex with about three girls, all my girlfriends. No way will I have sex with someone who isn’t with me exclusively.