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makedamnsure – (Chapter: Four: Use Me To Use You)
“Spencer,” Ashley answered. “Stop.”
Spencer shook her head. “Why?” she whispered. Spencer could feel something between them, even though Ashley refused to acknowledge it. Spencer reached out and placed her hand gently on Ashley’s face, smiling as the other girl’s eyes slid shut. Spencer leaned in closer, her body practically aching with the desire to kiss Ashley. Just before their lips touched, Ashley turned her head, so that Spencer’s kiss landed on her cheek instead. Spencer withdrew from Ashley immediately, hurt by the rejection.
“Spencer, I can’t,” Ashley said softly, her voice breaking. “I can’t. I- I have Delilah, and I owe so much of who I am now to her, and I can’t just throw that away. Believe me, if things were different, I’d say yes…”
Spencer shook her head. How could she have been so stupid? Rejected three times by the same girl? Anyone could tell that it wasn’t meant to happen. But here they were, in the same situation again. Spencer glanced at Ashley, and she suddenly felt so silly. Ashley was so out of her league, and she was dating a French supermodel, for God’s sake! How could Spencer compete with that? Their circles are so far apart that their radiuses couldn’t even touch. Spencer suddenly felt the need to get away from Ashley. She whirled around, her mind set on getting away from the other girl as quickly as possible.
But Ashley was faster. Her hand wrapped around Spencer’s arm, holding her back. “Spence. Spencer! Look, I do like you, okay? I do. But I just can’t. Maybe if things were different! But I love Delilah, and I can’t do this to her. And I can’t do this to you either. Please say something.”
Spencer nodded mutely.
Ashley placed her hands on Spencer’s face, forcing her to look her in the eye. “Let’s just forget all of this ever happened, okay? Everything. And start all over again. This time for real.”
Spencer nodded again.
“Come on Spence, say something?” Ashley begged.
Spencer sighed. “Let’s get some gelato,” she said, forcing a weak smile.
Ashley smiled big, her nose crinkling. “Okay. Just let me get changed first.”
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It was late when Ashley finally dropped Spencer home. After the debacle that Spencer had caused, they had gotten gelato as a truce and spent the day at the beach, hanging out like any two normal teenagers. They talked about their pasts, and their hopes and dreams for the future.
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sooo good, I really want to see where this goes next, pms please!!! =]
ok I’m just here to say that it’s friday.. and I’m hoping we get an update this weekend lol =)
woohooo you get you some Spence! and enjoy it, because I seriously doubt that it’s really going to help with the Ash situation. heading to another for a bit of ‘help’ always seems like a good idea, but most of the time it just complicates things! and Ash is still not playing fair, at all! she’s kinda pissing me off! make up your mind! hmm Spence meeting Delilah… that should be very interesting indeed, can’t wait to see how it goes. fantastic update yet again, can’t wait for the next!