“Ashley,” Spencer croaked wiping at her tears. “How did you get in here?”

“Your mom let me,” the rocker whispered, “Spencer, what’s going on?”

The blonde sighed. She didn’t want to do this now. She already felt emotionally drained. But it was now or never. Looking up, Spencer stared hard into Ashley’s eyes. “Did you mean what you said?”

“Said what-”

“Did you mean what you said Ashley,” Spencer’s voice rose. “Last night, did you mean what you said to me last night?”

“Baby you know I didn’t.”

“It didn’t feel like it,” the blonde shook her head. “Why would you accuse me of not being a virgin Ashley? You know how important that is to me.”

Ashley took hold of Spencer’s hands. “I know that … I know that baby. I was wrong to say all of that. I should’ve kept my fucking big mouth shut.”

The blonde pulled her hands away and set her eager puppy on to the floor beside her. Ashley took a seat beside her. Spencer whispered with no emotion. “Is sex something that you really … need that much?”

“No, of course not,” Ashley hurriedly replied. “I was just frustrated … and I took it out on you and I shouldn’t have. I have a bad temper and … I tend to push people away when I blow up like that.”

“You don’t need to do that though Ashley.”

“I know. I was a different person when I said those things … you’ve gotta believe me, I will never do that again.” the brunette swore.

“You need help Ashley,” Spencer replied as her eyes began to tear. “I want to believe you … I really do. But I don’t think I could take those … mood swings.”

“I’ll get help,” Ashley whispered with a nod.

“This isn’t something where you can say your sorry and it’s automatically forgiven just like that Ashley it’s going to take time … what you said really hurt me.”

“I’m sorry,” the brunette sniffled. “I never meant to hurt you. I … I feel awful.”

Spencer let out a shaky sigh. “Maybe … we should spend some time apart.”

“Don’t say that,” Ashley said shaking her head. “Don’t say that.”

“I think its best,” Spencer whispered slipping out of bed.