Spencer POV

Tonight I will not be straight or gay or anything just Spencer.

Ashley: “hey you okay in there” oh I forgot that the party had already started and I was in the bathroom “you been in there for a while are you okay?”

Spencer: “yea I will be out in second I’m just changing into my bikini” lie I already had it on I just needed another minute to get ready and go out there and just be myself and not please anybody but myself. “So how do I look?”

Ashley: “uhmm……..ahhh……..” oh my god I look bad

Spencer: “is it that bad? …. It totally is I’m just going back and put my clothes back on.” I felt so embarrassed as I was about to walk back in to the bathroom she grab my hand and pulled me towards her I kind of stumbles and I was inches away from her. I could feel the heat from her body. She started to lean in oh my god no way I don’t know what to do she lean in closer and she whispered in my ear

Ashley: “you look beautiful” I felt like my face was burning “you look cute when you do that”

Cute?? When I blush what? Okay thank you I guess but I couldn’t say out loud I stood there frozen being there so close to her just sent shivers down my spine. I can’t believe I feel like this when she gets so close to me. I like it

Ashley: “com on lets go get a drink” her hand fell on my lower back okay that set it off I so don’t care what happens tonight I like her and I think she likes me.

Spencer: “hey wait you’re not going to get into your bikini” a smile lit up her face

Ashley: “ yea in a bit let’s just go get a drink” all I could do is smile having this girl so close to just happened to make me smile from ear to ear.

Ashley: “okay so what do you want Spence? Uhmmm there’s beer, vodka, tequila or cranberry juice with vodka?” dam she is cute I can’t wait to see her in her bikini I’m not holding anything back tonight. Her hand still around my waist dragging me with her. I love this feeling I know I barley know her and stuff but I can’t seem to feel this comfortable and safe around her. “Spence?”