Love without heartbreak is like a rose without thorns, it doesnt make sense

My uncle told me this when i was four. i will never forget that day, i just came home from school, tears pouring down my face, my eyes red and blurry. I suppose you wondering why my uncle told me this at the age of four

well thats when i got my heart broken….at least i thought i did. That morning my mum dropped me off, i still remember the day…

FLASHBACK

Paula: okay spencer you have a good day

spencer: otay mummie

i remember walking down the hallways, still remember what hung on the walls, pictures, paintings and anything else four year olds could create. Walking into class i always sat with my bestfriend, that day changed everything

spencer: hi alice

alice: hi pencer

she could never get my name right, but i didnt care

spencer: alice i have somefing to ask you

alice:otay pencer

spencer: will you be my girl

yeah i had confidence when i was a kid

alice: i tant pencer

spencer: why not…i..i..i love you

alice: mummy said girls do not like girls, it wrong

spncer:but..but i love you

alice: i dont love you pencer

END OF FLASHBACK

So there you have it, heartbroken at four.  Her mum moved her away a few years later, and the only thing I have of her is this heartshaped necklace. Her dad brought her to my house the day before they moved and she aive me a necklace with a picture of me and her in it. She told me that she will never break my heart again. So now here I am facing my best friend since I first started college two years ago. Oh and yeah i just told her I have feelings for her. I think I have it bad when it comes to girls.