"That was amazing." She breathed, lying on her back panting.

"Anything with you is amazing." I said moving some hair out of her face

"Was I.. um.. okay?

"You were the best I’ve ever had, Spence."

"I can.. um.. get.. better." She said blushing.. Atleast I think.. I don’t know.. she’s kind of flushed, and sweaty. I’m no different.

"Well, thats great because I happen to have a degree in the new type of SexEd."

"Hmm.. if you’re the teacher, then I’m deffinately in."

"Already with the sexual language?! Dear God, we haven’t even started yet. You are gunna be one of the faveorites in the class."

"I better be the only one in the class!"

"Well, damn. Now I have to break a few hearts."

"Hey!" She said hitting my lightly and laughing.

I started to tickle her and after we finished our laughing, I got serious. "What does this mean for us, Spence?" I asked while running my fingers through her beautiful, blonde hair.

"I want to be together, Ashley." She said, lightly kissing me. "I want to tell my dad first. He’ll take it so much better then my mom. But I want everyone to know soon. I don’t want to have to do any sneaking around."

"Spence, I know that I’m out and don’t care who knows, but I don’t know if we should just jump right in ans tell everyo–"

"I don’t want you to be a secret Ashley. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. I know that I’m ready."

"Spence, we’re with your family. Like not only intermediate, but like.. aunts and uncles and stuff.. and Christmas is like.. 4 days away.. do you really think it would be best to just say ‘Hey, this is Ashley. She’s a lesbian from LA who I’m dating now?’"

"Look, Ashley, stop. Thats not how it’s going to be, okay? You know I wouldn’t introduce you like that. This is my dads side of the family, alright?"

"I just don’t want you hurt, Spencer. Especially by you’re family. And especially when it’s because of me.." I said getting teary. Honestly, I’m okay with telling her family, right here. Right now. I don’t want to have to hide. But I don’t want her to get hurt. And if her family, AKA her mom, won’t accept us, or her, then she will be. I can’t stand to see her hurt. It makes me angry. You have this gorgeous girl, who keeps getting hurty the world, and do you want to know why? Because the world obviously doesn’t know what she is. She’s perfect. The sweetest, most caring and beautiful person in the universe.

"It’s not bcause of you, Ashley! Please, don’t make my do this alone."

"If you want to tell everyone, then I won’t stop you, okay? I will never make you do anything alone." I pulled her closer to me and felt like I was on fire. Our naked bodies were pressed against each other. I didn’t have time to get turned on because I felt Spencer shaking in my arms. I could feel her tears getting the crook of my neck hot and wet. "Shh, Spencer, it’s okay. I’m here." I whispered to her.

15 minutes later, when she’s calmer, I sigh and whisper, "Today has been the best day of my life."

"Why is that?" She whispered back to me.

"Because, I got to kiss you." Thats the last thing I remember thinking, and saying before falling asleep. In my sleep I dream of me and her. We’re on the beach…..

"Spencer, I love you so much. I want to spend every moment of my life with you." I said smiling and crying at the same time. I looked about 20. The beach was set up all romantic. There was a plaid blanket spread on the sand, a few candles lit, some lights strung on the wooden pillars of the peir, it all looked pretty fancy. There was a light breeze, but the candles stayed lit, only swaying with the breeze. I reached out to stroke her cheek. I smiled at me through her tears. "Spencer Carlin, will you marry me?" I asked her.

SHe smiled and started crying for several moments before rapidly knodding her head ‘yes.’ "I’m sorry," She laughed. "Yes, AShley, ye’s I’ll marry you and spend the rest of my life with you." I pulled her into a kiss so fast that it almost scared me. I wrapped my arms around her waist to pull her closer to me.

Damn, this is a good dream. Too bad it’ll have to end soon. All this peace with Spencer and I, it’ll be gone soon because nothing stay perfect for long.. well except for her.