Micheal:so Sis when are you going to Ask Spencer out?

Sarah:never bro she will never get over walking out on Ashley and Clay

Micheal:ok i understand*Micheal cell phone starts buzzing as he reads the message.

Michelletxt:im hungry bring food.now!! and make is Mcdonald’s

Micheal:that was Michelle so later sis.

Sarah:wait what did she want*

Micheal:food

Sarah:your so whipped:

Micheal:yes i am and proud of it*says with a smile*

Sarah:awww my lttle brother is inlove*

Micheal:maybe i am*says to himself*well i better go my baby is hungry and i need to feed it*he says before running out the door*

Upstairs of the loft.Spencer is thinking about her life now and why she walked out on Ashley and Clay.

Sarah:i knew i’ll find you up here Spence

Spencer:take a seat as i tell you a story.of the biggest mistake i ever made

2 years ago

Spencer is siting on her and Ashley as she read the letter over and over again

we Regreat to inform you that your movie about being a lesbian is modren times we not be made

Spencer starts to cry on the paper that was 5th movies that wont be made and yet note 1000 dollers lost

i cant take this anymore.Ashley does not deserve this Failure*she rushes around the room puting all her cloths in about three seprate suitecases 

and with a goodbye note she closes the door for the last time and i got in my car and left

Ashley then gets in 3 hours later with baby clay in her arms

Ashley:Spencer baby im home

*she walks into what feels like a cold and lonley house*

Ashley:Spencer! *she puts clay down softly and runs into her room*

Ashley:Spencer*she says as she starts to tear up*she walks over to the bed and sees a note neatly folded and place on her pillow*the left side is completely bare she notices she cloths are all gone

*she picks up the note and starts to read*

Ashley

Im running away you dont deserve a failure like me

please put this cd in your player and it’s track 5

*Ashley puts the cd in and lets the song take over her*

Don’t lie and say that it’s ok

it’s alright if there’s noting more to say

so im running away

im leaving this place

yeah im running away,im running away

don’t tell me im the one to blame

it’s too late for you to make me stay

no i wont stay

so im running away

im leaving this place

yeah im running away

im running away

And faster that you can follow me from this lonely place

And father that you can find me,im leaving

*she looks down at the note again

Ashley im leaving today

and i i’ll never let you find me

im leaving you behind with the past

no i wont look back

and i dont want to hear your reasons

Dont want to hear you tell me why i should stay

*ashley tears are flowing even faster now

this cant be real Ashley.*shakes her head*she wouldnt walk out on me and Clay

And try,try to understand me

and try to understand what i say when i say i can’t Stay

i im moving Ash im moving on from this place

im leaving and i wont quit running away

im running away

im leaving this place

yeah im running away

im leaving this place

*as the song ends Ashley drops to her knees and starts screaming why over and over again*

Back to the present in new york*

so thats what happend

Spencer nods her head

Sarah stands up and shakes her head*

then your a horrable person*smack!* Sarah slaps Spencer.

Sarah marches back inside slaming the door on her inside*

Spencer:i know i am*she brings her knees up to her chest and layes her on top of hands and starts to bawl her eyes out*

a/n by the way is the song i used was running away by Midnight Hour is a good song. you should fine on You Tube and i suggest listen to it while reading this chapter to get to full affect of Spencer’s emotions