Again I pulled her thumb away and she whimpered, placed it back, I did this a few times unsure of why and knowing if someone saw me they would think me some cruel person torturing her in her sleep but I just couldn’t help it. Sighing I gave up after like the hundredth time but only because she started shifting around and I was afraid it was going to wake her up but soon her thumb was again in my mouth and she was turned even further into the pillow, rolling my eyes I just laid there allowing her taste to envelope all my taste buds. After a while I actually fell asleep pulled tight into her and sucking on her thumb for her. Making me feel apart of her, of her life, of her soul…

XXX

Light drifted into my eyes as sleep left my body, Ashley lay right next to me all night long and it was really nice. I can’t remember the last time someone laid down with me, probably when I was two. When ever I have a nightmare and wanted to sleep with my parents they always said no and put me in bed, never leaving a single light on so I usually sat up at night freaked out and it didn’t help that I was scared of scary movies and I swear Glen watched them late at night with the volume just loud enough to go thru my wall on purpose.

When my eyes focused and lost the haziness from being out for the last couple of hours the clear view of Ashley came into my sight and my stomach plunged, somehow my thumb was in her mouth. Fear crept into me as I tried to slip it out with out waking her up, I knew she would hate me and yell, she’d probably never lay next to me again not even on the couch.

The minute it hit the cold air I shivered, “Hey…” heart pounding I glanced up to see Ashley smiling at me.

“H…hey,” I stuttered, she laughed and sat up stretching.

“We better get up kiddo, therapy what fun,” she sighed throwing the blankets over my head as she got off the bed and walked to the bathroom.

“Do we have to?” I asked even though it was ridiculous seeing as how she doesn’t make the decisions for us my parents do.

“Yep, damn it’s all ready ten…” which meant we were going to be late because Ashley was always home by eleven and it was a thirty minute drive, add the time to eat and both our showers, yep late.

“I guess we should hurry so we’re not late,” throwing the covers off of me as well.

“Yea,” I saw Ashley’s eyes glance at the clock than the bathroom than me with an evil smirk that made my stomach do several summer salts as well as a few twirls, “Unless we shower together.”

“What? We can’t,”

“Why not, you scward…” she teased in a baby voice.

“N….no,” I stood up grabbed a towel and walked head held high past her and into the bathroom, but I was nowhere near as confident as I showed and my nervous just got worse as she stripped to nothing…God help me!

TBC.