After we finished classes I went to the dorm and told Ashley I would see her tomorrow. She almost looked disappointed, but I needed to talk with Sam. I didn’t want Ashley to hear the conversation; I just wasn’t in the mood to ‘come out’ to her just yet, maybe a few weeks.

I just walked in the door of my dorm room and my cell phone rang, it was Sam. I answered and a voice on the other end was crying. “Sam is that you, what is wrong honey tell me” I said without thinking. Sam was always the naïve one and she was so trusting of me especially, it didn’t matter if I hurt her or not. She said,

‘Spencer, I am just so upset that I can’t live with it anymore, I miss you and I want us to together. You are my life and I want nothing more than to be with you. Open your door please’.

I wasn’t quite sure what she meant, but I went and opened my door, and in the hall stood my ex girlfriend, Sam. She was a tall woman, with dark brown curly hair and green eyes that always saw through me. She was dressed in a blue sundress, she always looked so sexy in it and she knew I loved that dress on her. She walked in I asked,” What are you doing here Sam…” my speech was interrupted by her lips piercing on mine. She had the most intense kiss that I had ever had. She backed me up to the wall and unbuttoned my jeans as she was kissing me she was sliding her hand in my panties, she knew what I needed even if I didn’t. My center was so wet and I needed it to be tended to, Sam was doing just that. But all I could think about was Ashley and how I want her here with me, not Sam. I pulled away from her kiss, Sam had flown all the way out here to live with me and marry me. I told her she was living in another world, it was over between us and I did not want to marry her. She screamed at me, she said that I didn’t know what or who I wanted. She knew that I needed her to love like I needed. She pinned me on the bed and out of her purse she grabbed a pair of handcuffs and placed them on my wrists and attached me to the bedpost. She pulled down my jeans and started to kiss my thighs and rubbed my stomach as she started to lick my wetness. I tried to get out from her grip, but there was no getting away, she straddled me and ripped off my shirt and leaned down to kiss me. She licked all over me; she gave my breasts the attention they burned for. Sam was a great lover, and I loved her at one time, but the affair with Kayla was it. Kayla was a friend of both of us, but she always wanted Sam, she tried for years to get her. Then one night she did, I was gone to camp and Kayla went and found Sam at the movies. She kneeled in front of her and licked her until she came all over her. I only knew about it because Sam told me when I got back. I was so upset that I tried to kill myself. Glen found me before it was too late. He helped me see that it was her not me. Even though he wanted us back together, he was supportive. Time has passed and he thought that I could forget that I tried to commit suicide.