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    Circles and Circles – (Chapter: Boys are stupid, Throw rocks at them (chap13))

    Ashley’s appearance, and sudden departure, left Spencer feeling even more drained. Something she thought was well nigh impossible. Looking around, she took in the damage she’d done. Wiping her cheeks with the sleeve of her top, she clambered over the top of her spilt belongings and closed the front door. Then she set about cleaning up the mess she had made.

     

    Most things were ok, and once furniture was upright again, there were only a few items that were broken beyond repair. Even Glen could be moved to another frame, the photo itself undamaged. Spencer took a shower, washing away the grime from her jog, and exhausted, fell on the sofa. She picked up a cushion, hugging it to her, tucking her feet under her. She stared blankly at the ground until through the fog of confusion and pain exhaustion hit home and she fell asleep.

     

    The doorbell shattered her peaceful nap with its shrill noise. By the time Spencer had shaken herself out of her sleep and realized what the noise was, made it to the door and opened it, whoever had rung it was long gone. She was about to close the door again, when a large envelope on the doormat caught her eye. Her name was scrawled across the front in Ashley’s familiar script. Curious and confused, Spencer dipped and picked up the envelope. It was relatively light and thin. She took it inside, closing the door behind her.

     

    Thumbing open one end, she found two pages, hand written: a letter. She sat back down on the couch, and read.

     

     

    Dearest Spencer,

     

                I know how fucked up things are between us right now, but I guess they’ve been this fucked up for a long time. I don’t expect this letter to make it any better by the way, but something you said made me realize that… well, things don’t always happen the way we think they do.

     

                Spence (forgive me, in my heart you always were, and always will be Spence), if you blamed me for Glen’s death, I could see why. I blame myself too. I pushed him. I know it made no difference, he was about to hit me, and the car would have hit him anyway. If Sam hadn’t pushed me out of the way, it would have hit me too, and her. But maybe if it had hit him at a different angle, who knows, things might have been different. For all of these years I’ve thought you hated me for that. I should have realized otherwise, I just never thought.

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    Comments

    1. I heart you. do you know that? This is brilliance! And now Spencer knows the truth yay! So is she going to go to the office and make up and then have hot office smex? …just kidding :D

    2. I heart you. do you know that? This is brilliance! And now Spencer knows the truth yay! So is she going to go to the office and make up and then have hot office smex? …just kidding :D

    3. thank you, thank you, thank you…for posting so soon. I feel so much better. And thank god you had Ashley write that letter. I have high hopes for a happy ending. I have just loved this story.

    4. thank you, thank you, thank you…for posting so soon. I feel so much better. And thank god you had Ashley write that letter. I have high hopes for a happy ending. I have just loved this story.

    5. Thank you, thank you! Beautiful update! I love Clay. ::sniff:: Such a sweet older brother. Poor Glen, too, by the way. Totally sucks for him. Anyway, I loved it. You captured Clay’s voice perfectly. Post more NOW! :)

    6. Thank you, thank you! Beautiful update! I love Clay. ::sniff:: Such a sweet older brother. Poor Glen, too, by the way. Totally sucks for him. Anyway, I loved it. You captured Clay’s voice perfectly. Post more NOW! :)

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