She so didn’t mean to say that out loud, I’ve got the straight girl feeling nervous…. score one for Ashley!! YAY!! Lol

“You didn’t mean to say that out loud did you Spence?”

“Umm no”

“It’s ok, I find it kind of cute…. so I was thinking we could go sightseeing this weekend if you’re free?”

“I’d like that, in fact I’ve even managed to pencil you in”

“How very kind of you Spence, I’m sure it was hard to find the space in your busy schedule”

“It was actually, you should be grateful Miss Davies”

“I am Spence, believe me I most certainly am”

God talking to her is so easy, no wait now there’s uncomfortable silence what the hell am I talking about…. fill the silence Ash, say something…. anything, just fill the silence!!

“So umm…. tell me about the life and times of Spencer Carlin?”

“There’s not much to tell actually, I was born and raised in Ohio with my two brothers Glen and Clay, went to Sunday school and been a cheerleader most of my life”

“So you leave a bereaved boyfriend back home in the sticks?”

Please say no, please say no, please say no….

“We broke up just after my brothers and I decided to move out here….”

“Oh…. umm I’m really sorry Spence”

Shit!! So not the answer I was hoping for, well it’s confirmed I’m falling for a straight girl…. Ashley Davies is falling for a….. no wait a minute where the hell did that come from?? You’re a one night girl, one night Ash, that’s who I am and just coz Spencer walks into your life does not mean that’s about to change!! You like the no stings attached kind of sex, wham bam and thank you mam’….

“It wasn’t going anywhere and we both knew it….”

And there’s a light at the end of the tunnel

“So, what about you? You going to dish the dirt on, how did you put it? The life and times of Ashley Davies?”

That giggle could melt the heart of the Ice Queen I swear!

“Well my mum’s a bitch and my dad’s never hear so I pretty much keep myself to myself and that’s about it really”