Spencer’s POV

What am I doing? I am killing her. She’s hurting herself because of me. This is what you wanted! No, not this. I never wanted her really to die. I just wanted to make her suffer. Well, she is suffering just like you wanted. And soon enough, she won’t be around to bother you anymore. But I want her around. I just want to run to her, and hold her while telling her it will all be ok. The damage is done. You can’t go back now. You can only go forward. You’re right. I can’t undo what I have already done. Even if I tried, it still wouldn’t be enough. Exactly. You know what you have to do now. But I don’t want to. It’s the only way if you really want to get her out of your life for good. For good? Do I really want that? It’s why you have been doing what your doing. Stop acting like a weakling.

END OF FLASHBACK

Now, I bet you are all wondering what I did. It was bad. Real fucking bad. I stooped to an all time low with this one. If I hadn’t killed her yet, this surely would have. And it did. I remember her face that night as if it was seared into my eyes and brain. That was the night I could never turn back. Even if I wanted too.

I called Ashley on her cell phone. To say she was surprised was beyond anything in this world. I lied and told her that I was sorry for everything I did, and that I just wanted her back. I told her that I would do anything. I told her I had to see her. I told her to come to my house around 11:30. My parents would be asleep by then. And hopefully my brothers would be out with their girlfriends.

What I had planned was pure evil. But it didn’t stop me. Not one bit. I had convinced her to come to my house. After I hung up with her, I called Jake and told him to meet me at my house around 11. He was a little hesitant, but I had persuaded him to come over. After I got off the phone with him, I set my plan into motion. He got to my house surprisingly on time….

FLASHBACK

(Spencer is sitting on her bed with her cell phone in her hand dialing. A voice picks up on the other end.)

Spencer: Ashley?

Ashley: (shocked) Spencer?

Spencer: Yea, its me. Look we have to talk.

Ashley: What the matter, didn’t get enough jabs in at school?

Spencer: Look, I am sorry for everything I have done. I know that doesn’t excuse what I did, but I want to make it up to you.

Ashley: Right. Do I look like an asshole to you?

Spencer: Please, Ash. Look, if you don’t like what I have to say you can leave.

Ashley: (hesitant) When do you want me to be there?

Spencer: (smiles devilishly) Around 11:30?

Ashley: Fine!

Spencer: Thanks. I promise you won’t regret it.

(They hang up the phone. Than Spencer dials Jake’s number.)

Jake: Hey babe! What’s up?

Spencer: Nothing. Just bored.

Jake: Is that so?

Spencer: Why don’t you come to my place?

Jake: Are you crazy! You’re parents would kill me.

Spencer: I’ll make it worth your while.

Jake. How much worth my while?

Spencer: I promise it will be a night you won’t forget.

Jake: (smiles) What time you want me there?

Spencer: Get here around 11.

Jake: See you at 11 baby.

(After Spencer gets off the phone with Jake, she lays in bed looking up at the ceiling. She has a smile plastered on her face. Her plan was set into motion now. Now, there was no turning back. Tonight would be the night that she would make Ashley pay for her sins. Tonight would be the night that marked the ending of one life, and the start to the ending of another.)

END OF FLASHBACK

Man I was evil. She didn’t deserve what I did to her. Any of it. That night changed everything. That was the night I wish I could take back. That is the night I replay in my head over and over again. It was on that night, at 11:30, that I ripped the heart out of the only girl I had ever loved.