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Broken Heart – (Chapter: All my life)
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I haven’t spoken to her a little over 3 months. The last two weeks of school were pure torture. It felt like she ripped out my heart smashed it underneath her foot. I still don’t understand what happened. I’m still trying desperately trying to put my heart back together. The tears still come at night. The pain in my chest is still there. A constant throbbing, a constant reminder that I love her.
Yes, I love Spencer Carlin. How it happened? When it happened? I don’t know. All I know that it’s a fact. I’m not stupid enough to deny it. It would be like trying to stop breathing. It just is. It’s an involuntary reaction. I love her with everything I am. I just do. Too bad I was nothing but a game to her. Just a challenge. She played with my emotions ad my feelings and didn’t give a damn. Didn’t give a damn about anything but her little game.
I don’t know that I’d want to go back in time and change the past just because for those blissful months we had together I was so happy. Yes, I was finally happy. She filled this void that I’ve always had without even trying. Just by being herself. Well I take it back. Now I don’t know if it was really her. Maybe she was pretending to be someone she wasn’t to play her game. Maybe I fell in love with an illusion. I just don’t know any more.
She made me feel so good. She was so sweet and shy even when she pretended to be this bad ass. Bad ass? I can’t help but laugh at that. She was far from it. I could see it in her eyes. She pretended to be tough, unfeeling, uncaring so that she wouldn’t get hurt. I knew it from the first day I talked to her. That first day we got paired up for that faithful history paper.
As soon as Mrs. Taylor had announced our partners I turned to her and shyly said, “So we’re going to be partners, huh?”
“Umm…yeah, I guess.” She responded softly as she fiddled with her hands
“So I guess we should introduce ourselves. My name is Ashley Davies.” I said softly as I stuck out my hand to shake hers
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I Love it. This version of Ashley is so easy to relate to. I agree with AdditUp everyone is on their said parts of their stories. Viva la Spashley…. They better be together in the next chapter. lol.
Amazing update, kinda sad though. I feel bad for ash. Everyone is on the sad parts of their spashley stories right now and its killin me lol. Can’t wait for the next update!
Another great update! It’s actually kinda funny considering alot of other people have Ash as being the total bad ass, but you went a total different route and its good. I do feel bad for Ash, and hopefully things get better for them..love love love it PMS!
great update! pms!!!!!!!!!!!!
that is so sad spence borke both or their hearts please put spashley back together please Great writing PMS hope u and the gf are doing great Later dayz
I really like this Ashley. She is sensitive. She thinks about how others feel a lot more. That makes her definitely more loveable (not that we don’t love a bad ass too). I can’t imagine how she feels without having that constant loving contact from family. Lonely is definitely the word. I feel so sad for her. Her broken heart, especially when you can tell that she needed to be truly loved. Oh Spencer what did you do?!Loved the update baby. (And yes, I can read between lines love. *smile*) More please. Just More.
so they are both heart broken that’s sad pms
i’m really liking this story. i love how they both shared who they really were only with eachother.great update!pms!!