Aster hung up on her. Vivian didn’t know what to think. Ever since she moved this relationship had been like a roller coaster ride.

One week went by and Vivian hadn’t talked to Sophie or Aster. Archibald and Elisabeth just started dating and were so happy. Vivian didn’t want to bring them down. She was an expert at suffering alone.

 Finally after that long week of silence Sophie decided to talk to Vivian.

“I’m sorry that I’ve been so distant. It was just a shock to me to find out you are gay. I spent a lot of time thinking about all the years we were friends. When we were younger I used to think that if you were a boy I would marry you. You’re sweet and funny and thoughtful. When you told me you were gay I guess it scared me because I thought maybe I’m gay too. The only reason I’d never let myself think of being with you was because you are a girl and I thought straight. I couldn’t deal with having a crush on a straight girl. I couldn’t deal with being gay. But seeing you coming out makes me think that I can do it. I can finally admit that I’m gay and that I’ve had a crush on you for years.”

Vivian just stood there staring. That was a lot to take in.

“So that means what?” She asked Sophie.

“It means I’m gay and I like you. I know you have a girlfriend but I finally have to be honest with you and myself.”

“I’m glad you’re okay with me being gay.” That’s all Vivian could say. She was a little confused about all the other stuff.

After that speech Sophie went to class and they promised to talk more later. For now Vivian absolutely had to see Aster. She took the train into New York and went to Aster’s house. Even though Aster should’ve been in school Vivian knew she was probably in her room sleeping. As she got closer to Aster’s room she heard noises like moaning. When she opened the door she saw Aster on top of some other girl.

All Vivian could do was stand there and stare. Aster quickly jumped up and covered herself with a sheet.