Buying a new one wasn’t the same…

Replacing the old wasn’t the same…

Spencer wants to be irreplaceable in Ashley’s eyes.

Spencer wants to be irreplaceable in Ashley’s heart.

In Spencer’s hand, she was holding a set of wing. The wings were meant to be together, you can’t have one without the other. The wing was filled with heart; each heart contained a deep meaning. Without a heart, without a soul, nothing has a meaning anymore. We were all just looking for a replacement, even if the replacement was flawed, but Spencer doesn’t want to be replaced and she knows that Ashley would never replace her.

Spencer looks up in the sky for one last time. She noticed how the sky was really blue like her eyes and it remind her of her contact with Ashley’s beautiful brown eyes, the cloud was really white like Ashley’s shirt and the wind was ever so gentle like Ashley’s morning kiss.

A smile appeared on Spencer’s face, and it was a genuine smile meant for Ashley. Yes, wing was used to fly. Love wasn’t used to bind people together. Love wasn’t a weapon.

Everything was crystal clear…

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A week later, Ashley received a letter addressed to her without a return address.

Ashley,

If you are reading this letter, it means that my plan had succeeded and that I am no longer a visitor in this world. I was born and destined to be alone in this life and for years the thought never bothered me but meeting you change that. The moment I saw you I know I was done for. Almost instantly I know that you are the killer that we are searching for, but yet I keep pulling myself towards you like a kid lusting after chocolate cake.

I hope you had a chuckle over my last line because I love seeing you laugh.

But all jokes aside, the moment I decided to take you to the beach I know that I had seal my own fate. Ashley, you will always be a weakness that I despise about myself but one that I would never change.

I had always liked the concept of walking alone in the rain, but in reality I had never done that once in my life till the last time I walk out on you. I took a walk in the rain and everything became crystal clear. There is a thin line between reality and pretense and I know I am a contradicting person. I always like being in a crowd but I never like to get myself involved. But the day that I decided to get involve, miracle happened. I saw you. I saw you before the killer incidents. I saw you before you even know of my existences.