Okay it’s official I’ve died and gone to heaven, God help me those eyes. I swear she’s going to be the death of me. I can hardly breathe I have to get outta here, shit if I leave then I probably wont be able to get back in and Kyla’s my ride. Ah…the bathroom, perfect. I quickly dart towards the bathroom and throw open the door. I close the door, thankfully it’s one of those places that only has a single bathroom. I turn the lock on the door and leans against the back of it heavily. Wow..that was intense! I knew she was into music, I mean a music major’d have to be right..but..wow..her voice is amazing! She’s so captivating on stage. It’s not just lust talking, I truly feel something for this girl and it’s got me scared shitless! I mean I barely know her..I’ve spoken maybe a handful of words to her..that’s it! So, why am I so drawn to this girl..what makes her so different, so special? I swear that day in the studio, when our eyes locked as I began to draw her something happened! It felt as if I was looking into her soul, her eyes telling me everything…her secrets..her desires..her hopes, her dreams. I am completely floored!! I cant believe I’m here and she’s here. I saw her face she didn’t know I was coming. But…Kyla did! My fucking roommate set me up! How did she know? Is it that obvious? Am I that transparent? I mean I told her about Ashley though I didn’t tell the “model” ‘s name. Wait…the tattoos..that’s how she knew! I went on and on about the girl’s sexy rose tattoos. Man, what do I do now? Should I be upset? Should I leave? Should I beat the ever-loving shit out of Kyla or give her a big hug? I mean I did want to see Ashley again and here I am and here she is…us together. Wait..I don’t mean TOGETHER, together…I mean in the sense we are in the same place. Fuck..I’m rambling again..I tend to do that in situations such as these when I’m scared out of my mind. Maybe Ashley didn’t really care if I was here or not. But, she did smile when she saw me and her eyes met mine on way more than one occasion. It was like she was singing only to me up there..or was I just imaging it? Was it just wishful thinking? God, I hope not! I just have to get close to her, yet I’m also scared to do so, she already has me acting like an idiot standing here talking to myself in the bathroom. Shit..Damn..Fuck!
I went over to the mirror and looked at myself. My cheeks were still flushed from all the excitement and Ashley’s extreme closeness. I look presentable, still put together, still HOT, right? Shit, she’s got me questioning myself. Crap!!! I brought my thumb to my eyes , wiping away were my eye make-up was beginning to smear from the hot stuffiness of the small club. I then turned on the water and washed my hands quickly. I ran my hands nervously across my stomach and then my thighs, smoothing out the invisible wrinkles that my nervous self thought my clothes held. I overheard the guy saying the next band was coming out..perfect I wouldn’t attract too much attention everyone would be too busy watching the band. No one would ask question as to were I disappeared to for so long. I took a breathe, unlocking the door I finally stepped out back into the crowded club. The front of the stage was full so I opted to stand back a bit. The band on stage was pretty hardcore, much more so than any of the previous bands and a few guys were beginning to mosh around excitedly. I paid close attention so as not to get thrashed into or at least I thought I was until a pretty wasted guy headed straight for me. Before I could move or blink I felt two hands take me by the waist and gently move me out of the way. I paused as the soft fingers caressed my hips, I was about to get upset as to why the had not move the hands that were still resting at my hips when I looked over my shoulder and into a pair of warm brown eyes. Her eyes looked at me with concern, “Are you okay?”, she asked bringing her lips close to my ear so that I could hear her over the loud music. At the instant feeling of her warm breath against my ear my body immediately relaxed. I nodded. She smiled lightly as her thumbs rubbed against the skin where her hands still remained, I look down at them quirking an eyebrow. She looked down suddenly realizing were her hands STILL were and moved them quickly, blushing a bit. Ohhh..since when is she the shy one. This is new! I smiled at her, “It’s okay…”, I said lightly not really caring if she kept her hands there all night or not. That would have been fine by me. “Thanks.”, I added smiling at her. Her smile mirrored mine, “My pleasure Spence.” Oh…her pleasure huh?! She glanced at me again and smiled, I smiled in return. We both almost at the same time returned our attention back to the band performing in front of us, yet both would cast a glance at the other ever so often and when our eyes would meet we could help but let a smile from gracing our lips. She remained very close to me our arms very close, sometimes one would graze the other and when they did I felt a surge of electricity go thru me, I didn’t have to look at her to tell she felt it too because I could feel the Goosebumps on her tanned skin. The idiots in front of us continued to mosh around, when on would get too close her hand would immediately jump to my waist ready to protect me. This made me smile, I loved that she felt the need to protect me. It was very sweet.