Well here’s an update sorry it took so long. but hey better late then never right? well i hope you like it and i’m gonna try to write more and i do have shifts at work that well help me.

Madison’s pov

Here I am, all dressed up in my finest clothing and looking damn good, if I do say so I think to myself as I turn and check my self out in the mirror.

I think I pushed it with Spence today though, I don’t know, *sighs* my mom was right. I am way to aggressive for my own good. I’m sitting on my bed putting my heels on . My mind is filled with flashes of Spencer, me basically mauling her.

chuckles

I don’t know, I think I messed up by pushing things to far with Spencer I think to myself.

I Madison Duarte mauled Spencer Carlin.

Saying that sounds so ridiculous but I shake my head and smile anyway. She did kiss me back so at least I know if nothing more that she feels something for me and I’m not alone. That kiss showed if anything that my feelings are somewhat reciprocated. If not love at least we have some kind of attraction, but really who could resist this body? I may be full of myself but it is not without reason. Years of getting anyone I wanted can’t be wrong. I stand up and take a deep breath, I ’m going to make my move tonight.

I wonder what Spencer told Ash the reason I was in her room . I highly doubt she’d say anything, I won’t let anything detour me tonight. I only hope it isn’t a mistake. I’m nervous and anxious. This will either be a huge mistake or the best moment of my life. If everything goes according to plan I’ll finally have Spencer. God just thinking about it makes me nervous. I lean close to the mirror applying the finishing touches to my makeup.

Tonight I’m going to show Spencer how much I care about her. If kissing her in front of all those people at the party doesn’t show her, than I don’t know what well. Letting everyone around see me with a girl is a huge deal . Especially with it being my worst enemies girlfriend, oh boy. Especially taking into consideration that I used to make fun of her for being gay and for being with Ashley. God I was such an ass. I seriously don’t know how Spencer even considered being my friend never mind anything else.