Once I got out I decided to sit in a different sit next to Aiden I just couldnt deal with Ashley right now I dont want to be push I dont want to choose Im not ready and thats what she doesnt get I just dont know if I trust her AHHH my heart is going to explote any second now living with cats its starting to look so much easier at least that way I wont have to deal with LOVE…"Spencer please just listen to me give me one more chance I wont hurt you" and yup she kept pushing me.. she cant understand now we are arguing at the table in front of everyone "Ashley let it go please im begging just lets just have fun tonight okay" then she finally gave up not talking again…

"Come Spencer and Ashley you two havent up there yet are you ever gonna go party poopers!!!!" of course glen the inmature one had to come out and say something like that. "maybe later Glen not now" after that they all finally stopped trying and just went back to the talking about pointless stuff..

Its been twenty minutes since my encounter with Ashley in the bathroom and she hasnt said a word yet she is just sitting in front of staring looking like a lost puppy with those brown eyes that I would give my life for.. Its starting to get to me its like she is trying to get through me, saying a thousand words with one stare.. it was then when that song came on my mind that song I been listening to lately so much..and then I realized it was Kareoke time for me…

When I got the song that I wanted I got up and stage omg what am I doing I cant sing in front of everyone!? i was so nervous that I swear I felt my skin going completly pale I was about to get off stage and run but then I saw Ashley still staring.. I had to this the music started playing and I was just going to sing to her only her hopefully this way she will understand

Ashley, listen